I’m in an interesting state tonight. I can’t force myself to go to sleep yet again. So I’m up, too tired to work, not tired enough to retire. And what I’m trying to do is postpone the judgement, defer the evaluation of the last events and their meaning. Even though said meaning seems pretty obvious (and predictable) it’s wiser to wait until I’d really have to act. To act some evaluation of known facts leading to a belief on how things stand is indispensable. Before that it’s unnecessary.

But it’s so hard to stop the mind from jumping to conclusions.